Ellie

Not dead, half breathing.

2008-06-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

My death is a shame, no?

Unfortunately, I'm back to revive this old blog for heaven's sake. How long has it been, 7 months? I've been blogging in my livejournal, which probably everyone knows the url but if you don't, *inserts L at my forehead*.

Have I mentioned, that alot has changed since 7 months ago. Ups and downs, but definately more ups than downs.

I've gotten over + grades improved + grown taller (!) + gotten new clothes. It all begins with a G, which is a Good thing (Y)

For your convinience, x

2007-12-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

No prices for guessing where I've moved to, Minions.

Livejournal, screwed atm

2007-12-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm just gonna blog here until my livejournal is up and running. Great I've lost my Ezlink card means I can't.

Go out
Go for CCA
Pay for 7-11 food

Rats, this is so frustrating. I have to wait for yo momma to return from Malaysia to replace my Ezlink. Till then, we say.

Stalker infection

2007-12-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday, boringzx. Leaving my house at 4.30 later to go Parkway. Went crazy with Vivien at approximately twelve midnight yesterday! Rattled on and on for two hours, about some silly movie title stuff.

Finding Nemo between your legs!
Pursuit of happyness between your legs.
Failure to launch between your legs.
2 Fast 2 furious between your legs.
Oops I did it again between your legs.

Fucking funny I swear. My mom thought I was crazy. All Time Low is the sexzx, I like.

Take off your makeup and put down the camera/

Pouring hard today

2007-12-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

Pouring hard today, nothing much happened today. Bought my school books finally, nearly died on some escalator and flew over the railing. Thank god I didn't die. Close shave though, I was laughing like mad after that. Did something really stupid today, only Suwern and Vivien T.Miner knows.

What a Bummmer!

This is way too scary not to blog. You know I've this sorta device on my blog that can track whoever's been visiting my blog, their I.P address, their blog urls, their names. There's this particular girl (not gonna mention name) has been visiting my blog like 15 times a day. Holyshitzxz. This is scary, god. Vivien is like laughing over it now, not funny! I don't have a stalker :O This is plain weird! I've never seen that girl in my entire life before. She blogs the same way like I do (no kidding), loves the same music I do, and other stuff.
Omggggggggg.

Angsty

2007-12-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

Mood: Shitty

That dream last night was incredible, but when I woke up. Felt like shit, blahz. Em returned from Thailand yesterday with presents for me. A vintage authentic Mickey Mouse bag! And pumps etc. That managed to cheered me up this morning though. Talking to H and SM, feeling so much better now :)

Guess what, I give up. Yes Tehhhoon I give up already. Heh, I'm never gonna talk to him again. I'm not gonna phone him/text him. Good for me! I wanna tell DebraT alot of things when she get back. I really miss her like @#*&@$!%#&(*&#@!. I've changed alot since Sec 1, that's for sure. I'm gonna study hard next year, pay attention in class and devote time to CCA.

I wanna go with Tehhhoon to Macs later, but I think she has to go to the funeral. (inserts sad smiley). I have no mood to do my homework, no mood to do anything now. I hope that tomorrow will be a better day with C.H.E.Y. I'm going out with Candace on Sat, thanks babe.

XXXX

Wednesdays with C.H.E.Y

2007-12-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

Wednesdays with C.H.E.Y: Superb!

Megan's in Singapore, miss her lots. Gonna go out with her soon, waiting for her to phone me later. The whole day was spent in school practising and sectionals. And playing CookingMama. You have no idea how addictive that game is ok! I played for like two hours I think, and it ran out of battery the moment Cherine's pokemon evolved. (She hates me for this) After band, C.H.E.Y went to Tampines Macdonald's to have dinner. Yanhao had drum lessons so he went off early.

Paintings of 06'Sec Four

Cherine, Huifen and me were thinking about suicide plans. The below five are officially certified the most painful/gruesome/tragic suicide attempts.

Being hung
Burned to death
Shot
Drowned
Suffocated

We've thought of alot of plans that could work effectively, yet with no agony. Dying of depression is a really sad thing. Switching on the gas stove and dying right there (typical tv drama). Or sleeping pills! Always work. Sleeping in a car could work too. We've outruled ways of slitting, stabbing, slashing, strangling. Note that it all starts with the letter S, so it is a very taboo letter.

We thought about fucking to death. Urgh sounds very gruesome somehow. Cherine and me have thought of a perfect masterplan.

Eat like 37216318764 sleeping pills.
Lie on a float in the swimming pool.
Just before you go to sleep, poke a hole in the float.
Sink/drown/sleep to your death.

Yeah talked about plenty of ghost stories. Turns out 90% of the ones in AHS are true. Yikes. Anyway, I'm watching Love Actually. Super duper romantic, my kinda chic flick (inserts smiley face). It's weird that we haven't talked in days, the last time we did was at 6am in the morning.

Alright I'm talking to my Cherine and Yanhao. She went to watch her teevee, geez. I am trying to persuade Yanhao to create Facebook. Not working, I'm off to watch teevee!

P.S I want New Zealand Ice Cream

Busyzxzxz

2007-12-11T19:55:00.001+08:00

Cleaned out my wardrobe completely, took me three hours. Although I didn't move much, it felt like I've burned 10000 calories. Way tired now, and bored. Found this pretty vintage polka-dotted dress. Let the photos do the talking.

Don't ask me about the strap, urghzxz. Mingli's laughing at this probably :)

Bored out of my mind

2007-12-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

Super busy from tomorrow onwards. Megan will be reaching Singapore at 21:00 tonight and I'm gonna spend loads of quality time with her from now on. Band chalet, city slickers and other stuff to do next week. This is great, I haven't started on my holiday homework. I've no idea what the hell to do for the stupid English holiday assignment, can anyone give me a hint?

I'm looking forward to school, we're finally Upper Sec students. Great. I'm gonna start on my Chinese homework later, provided I can find a pen. Gotta buy my school textbooks and stationary soon. I miss Debra Tong alot. Super long since I've talked to her, 5 more days! I think I'll blog twice today. Mom's signing me up for Chinese tuition next year, double the urgh? I hope I can drag someone to go with me!

Guess what, this song says so much about how I'm feeling now.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Three years, this is the day

2007-12-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

After three years, he's finally back. Welcome back Jake :D Last night was really splendid because it was the first time we spoke in three years (after Sarah asked him to add me). He did text me in May last year using her phone, but she found out awww shucks.

Perhaps, last night was the happiest night I've ever experienced in two/three years. It was far better than talking mushy to your boyfriend, way better than kissing someone, and far way better than getting a new Nintendo DS. I just realised, he's the first guy up till now, who I've ever confessed my feelings to (another time is the guy did first). Real happy mood last night, you have no idea how I'm feeling right now. It's like a huge stone's been lifted off my chest after two years. It's like welcoming back an old friend you've not seen in years. The feeling is too...great to describe.

He's the first guy who didn't judge me for what I am, but who I am. Life in LA's been tough for him, so I hope he's doing fine.

Today's

Band was fine. Cherine anyone bully you, tell me kay. I go pop that person's nuts (inserts threatening face) I mean it. Don't think I don't know, asswipe. Nothing much. My Chemical Romance's concert is tomorrow and I'm not going. That pretty much sucks alot. No money left after I bought my phone, sigh. Megan's coming back on Wednesday, things are finally lookin' up.

P.S Rainy season, I .

Is it just me?

2007-12-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be a long post because I'm super duper excited now. (for no particular reason really)

I've this HUGEEEEE addiction to Paris Hilton's Nothing In This World. It's like a year old but yeah the beat is super addictive! Doesn't anyone out there agree with me? I know Tan Mingli does (inserts big big smiley for her) She just went home, super bored now that I'm alone at home. We were supposed to go Bugis today to walk around and stretch our muscles but it was raining. Geez. We spent the whole entire morning discussing about our Chrismuskkk party and girlstuff. Norizam no longer works at Macdonalds :(

Bus-ed (new slang!) to my house and watched Youtube videos for like the whole afternoon. Mj's got a really good voice, and Backstreet Boys have really really nice songs. Talking to Debra.T online, having a real good time.

Someone drew Paris Hilton using pencils. Amazing or what?

Cherine just told me something very annoying/interesting/exciting. Person A went to tell person B that he/she don't wanna do something with me because he/she is scared of person C getting angry. I'm like, ok. I don't even have anything to do with him/her, so why does it matter so much. And because of that, I can't do that thing anymore (not sex, although it sounds like). Shucks, I hate this.

I'm blogging often, and I haven't start on my holiday homework.

Come to think of it, no one has.

Locked.

2007-12-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Tell me, who wakes up at 4am in the morning to text someone she misses? Me.

Oh goodness golly!

2007-12-07T20:29:00.001+08:00

Oh goodness golly, I've gotten my new Nokia Xpress at 9.26pm yesterday. My heart is bursting with joy! And Mingli isn't here to share it with me. Uploaded like a gazillion 8927329836123 songs into my phone, I need a 4GB memory card. I think moms are meant to be sucked dry, they pay for almost everything. (inserts evil smiley).

I didn't see Debra in school today so no photos. I'll post Sec one photos instead, HA-HA. Guess what, I'm blogging at 8.36pm and 101 people have visited my blog since yesterday, and only like 5 has tagged. Fantaaaaa-stic! Oh well, this shows I can't talk anymore sacred bullshit.

Total:

Page loads = 101

Unique visitors = 43

First time visitors = 27

Returning visitors = 16

Now, that's freaky. So there's 16 people checking back on this blog every now and then? Ok, I see. Anyway, photos for entertainment!

Enjoy those picz, see you earthlings around.
xoxo

Lesson learnt

2007-12-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

Got back from outing with girls. Super duper fantasticz, I love my girlfriends alot. Gonna post the pictures tomorrow, after Debra-aaa bluetooth the pictures to me! Just helped my dad upload his Tata Young and Justin Timberlake songs into his phone (bangs head). Sorry that was awfully embarrassing to say.

I've learnt, never to ever rebond my hair again. And cut it afterwards because my hair is wavier now. Shucks, I should go for that secret (inserts :D face) _____ hair treatment soon! Here's a song dedicated to my dear Cherine, since she was so touched by Megan's dedication, I'm gonna give her one too!

So, no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear.
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year.
But....

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these.
But she didn't tell you when the world
has brought you down to your knees,
that,

No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day will, make it through the rest with,
someone I'll always laugh with.
Even at my worst, I'm best with you. Yeah!
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year

I love you Cherine :)

Two hours.

2007-12-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

Guess what, I spent like approximately two hours on this layout and super tired. I just realised I've the same background as Celeste (oh my #@!*) Okay nevermind, I should change it soon. I am gonna save money for a hair treatment, at Debra's secret hair salon named ________ :) Shhhhh.

Going out with girlfriends tomorrow to Kallang's new mall. I hope I won't oversleep. (worry about Mingli first) heh! Anyways, my eye was super swollen just now, my eyeball was poppin' out. Super painful, ouch you can see the mucus oozing out.

Raining all day, super emo weather. Came back from Shi Ting's house, pouring down hard. Ran like crazy back to my house. I was like a woman possessed.

Post-note to all readers out there:
Please have the courtesy to tag once in awhile, don't think I don't know who you guys are.

Shake the blues away.

2007-12-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

We just invented a new quote, inspiration from Kevin (i think).

Shake it like Shakespeare.

I think it sounds super kinky in some way, no idea why. I think there's a bot screw in my head. Cherine is off to lessons, she's having steamboat now. Awurghh. I think my p*'s coming. Been super PMS-sy lately, sorry girlfriends. I think I'm gonna phone Shi Ting and rant like crazy later.

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon

Just me and you
A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear you name and don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

xoxo

Painful days, drift away

2007-12-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

Been a rough patch for many of us this holidays, so I'm dedicating a message to all the sad and angry people out there:

No matter it is relationship problems or friendship problems, we've all still gotta move on with our lives.

Heed it, take it. Just because our mood are in the dumps, doesn't mean it's the end of the world. (although it feels like it is) Perhaps it time to let yourself loose to the music, take a deep breath and look around you. There's other things worthed being happy about. Your family, your friends, your teevee (inserts smiley face) Like Madam Tan on "My Sassy Neighbour" always say "MUST BE POSITIVE!" That's the key.

Band was good today I guess. Although Cherine is sick, I hope she's feeling way better now. Nothing much, had to go home early because mom was expecting me for dinner. Chandni, it's alright! We got plenty of major bloopers in our lives every now and then (inserts smiley face) Oh well, I think I'm gonna get the tickets for the My Chemical Romance concert tomorrow. I hope he can pass me the money.

Later dolls,

xoxo

3rd December, 2006

2007-12-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

Memorable period of time. It's been a year, time to let go of the past.

The most memorable day of your life - so far

2007-12-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

Hey, on this week of Stomp!, the topic is "The most memorable day of your life - so far". I'm gonna write about it, because it's a real interesting topic.

The Most Memorable Day Of My Life - so far

The day I kissed my first love. It was in the theatre and very very romantic. We were watching Open Season, and it was like poof! out of the blue. As his lips touched mine, I could see stars flying and there's this sense of being electrocuted. You could feel the butterflies flying around in your stomach, everything seemed so clear and perfect. You feel like you're the luckiest girl on Earth right there and now. It was oh-too-perfect. We snuggled close and held hands, super cosy. Sighhh at that moment I thought we'd be forever and ever. But oh well, at least he's happy now (inserts smiley face)

The day I got my first friend. Her name was called Jamie, and she was sitting next to me. We were looking at the colorful rainbows and curly swirly twirls in the room, and suddenly she said to me softly "Do you wanna be my friend?" From then now, we were inseparable. Kindergarden was a place full of innocent children, they pick fights, spit at each other. Or just go "I don't friend you anymore!" And hmpft-ed at each other. Oh boy, I don't know where she is now. She was a really cute friend :)

The day I got "married". He was this guy called Shibin (kindergarden) and he was like an inch taller than me. He was the principal's son and oh-so-very-good-looking guy. One day after school when we were going home, he turned to me and said "Will you marry me when we grow up?" I blushed a little, nodded and he smiled at me. He held my hand and let me through the school gate. It was very cute (: I wonder if he would still remember his bride.

That's it for now! Another time if I can remember more things.

Job!

2007-12-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

Found a job, not yet confirmed but still glad I found one. Thanks to Peh.

That day, girlfriends went to town to catch a movie and do some window-shopping. Super duper fun, too bad no one brought cameras. Went to Fareast to get sneakers, Sella is filthy rich (inserts $$ face) I was freezing in the theatre, probably because I'm the only one wearing a sleeveless top. Shivering like crazy, Enchanted is super duper nice. I couldn't stop raving about it after the movie! Did I mention that NUM guys are super hot (lustttt) Yumm.

Went around Orchard shopping. Munched on Cheesefries and Coke at KFC, super embarrassing I tell you. We were so broke that we poured out every nickle and dime in our wallets and started counting. Had a good laugh over it, and end up I was the one who had to order it. God, the person laughed at me like crazy (inserts embarrassed face). Oh well, I think I'm catching the My Chemical Romance concert with E soon! Hope I get enough money by then, probably I would if I got the tongue of a salesman.

Super duper tired, my sensis in the morning messes my head up.

I gotta go blow my nose, later.

Time to kick ass.

2007-11-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

It's 2.17pm. Can't wait for Sunday. Can't wait for band tomorrow. (inserts smiley face)

I miss Joyann alot. I wonder if she's back from Taiwan already sigh. I miss the times I have in band with her! I can't wait for her to get back to go out. My December is packed to the brim, probably.

Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays - Band

Pick up Megan from the Airport - 11th

My Chemical Romance concert - 11th (hopefully I can go)

1F outing - 6th

VJC concert - 14th

Dental appointment - 16th

Chalet - 13th onwards (maybe?)

Send Megan to the airport - 15th

I miss Shi Ting. Haven't been going out with her in the holidays, oh boy. Better phone her up soon :)

Wednesday chronicles, boring.

2007-11-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

It's Wednesday, which means band. Went for self-practice and conducted Secondary Ones, quite fun actually. Went off at 1 with Cherine Teh Hui Hoon and Chong Yanhao, talked about alot of things. Mainly T and X (: Waited for Lyeyee at Tampines Mrt, met my old speech-and-drama teacher.

She's super cool. Her mom was late for the movie, her boyfriend was rotting at home. She earns like $1,700 a month, great. 10 minutes after 2, I met TingTing. She's damn freaking pretty. She was heading to Orchard so we only talked for like 10 minutes or so. Oh well, I hope to see her soon again! And psst, the B man never called her up again (inserts smiley face). Saw Candace too, she was at Guardian and I was right in front of her. I think she couldn't recognise me in glasses.

Lyeyee came and she was wearing a gree-n dress. She looks super pretty today. Went home with the Starbucks tee(s), and slept.

Thanks for the offer D, but I'm not gonna fuck you tonight.

I'm a pig, oink.

Braces? Right.

2007-11-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm going for my dental check-up soon. Gonna put braces soon I guess :) Kind of worried about my embrochure, after all the concert is coming. Oh well, I hope it'll be alright. Or maybe I should just postpone it to after the concert. Sigh. Went to Mingli's house today.

Munched on chips all day, playing laptop games, watching MTV. Super fun, I think we're growing fat from doing that everyday (mailto:!@$) Time to work out sometime! There's band tomorrow, hoo-boy I can't wait.

Fuck

2007-11-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

&^%$#@!@@#$%^&

It's not that I have a low level of tolerance, a bad temper, moodswings (nuh-uh). This gets so bloody annoying, day after day. Now, Ellie is gonna walk to the kitchen. Grab the knife, and kill herself.

Laterrrrrrrrrrrr, the motherfucking bitch is out.

What're you lookin' at fuckface?

2007-11-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

Open house at 7.30am. Played music till 11am, super tired. Had a super good time with Kiayong, Xuanhao and Yongquan at Tampines Mall. Seriously, I think I freaking laughed the whole afternoon away. Waaaay funny, things about Fuckface* and other people. But mostly just Fuckface. Strolled around, hunting for my mom's birthday present. I'm stuck with ideas (shrugs)

We met Vivien and Weiting at Mac's. We had this ramming with window-glass-panels. God, I think we laughed till we died or something. Tug-o-war! Kiayong and Xuanhao went home first and Yongquan accompanied me to hunt for the present. In the end I settled on this real heart-warming mug from Kidz Republic. On the way home, Yongquan met S*. Details (too lazy to mention) Gave my mom the mug, she was super touched I think. Oh well, at least she's happy.

To the one I love,

Thanks for all the shit you've endured from me. Thanks for being the best mom in the world. Many thanks for all the stuff you've paid for me (oops). Although sometimes things may seem unpleasant, I'm glad that we haven't fell out or something. I thank you for caring for me, and not leaving my studies to rot. I promise to work harder next time for my grades, and bring home satisfactory grades for you! One last thing,

Happy Birthday Mom :)

Band

2007-11-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

I guess band today was alright. I love Fantasy Of A Japanese Folk Song, it's super expressive. Anyway, the video was very inspiring. Haha, I'm supposed to go to school tomorrow to play for the Open House, but I need to get my mom's present. No idea what to do now. Two options:

Let Faris take my place.
Forsake my mom's birthday present and go ahead.

Uhhhhh. Shit? Hahahaha. Anyway, we had a good time after band! Louis, Kenny and me walked down to the MRT together. We met Kevin on the way there, okay no details to be given (way too embarrassing). Met Jervis and Mag! too. Alright, real tired. I'm gonna blog a few photos and go offline to sleep.

We're super spastic. The rest of the photos aren't with me sorry :(

Quiz

2007-11-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

HOME LIFE

[x] I constantly fight with my parents.

[ ] I constantly fight with my siblings.

[ ] I never help around the house.

[ ] I lie to my parents a lot.

[x] I never do what I'm told.

[x] I've cursed at my parents before.

[ ] I've been grounded for a month or more.

[x] I've tried to sneak someone in.

[ ] I've slapped a family member.

[x] I've screamed at my mother.

[x] I've been out way past my curfew. (2am, once)

[x] I've insulted a sibling and made him/her cry.

[ ] I've injured a sibling and made him/her cry.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

SCHOOL LIFE

[x] Teachers have called me a slacker.

[x] I've gotten a detention.

[ ] I've been suspended.

[ ] I got expelled. (primary school, but hey. who doesn't)

[x] I've cut class.

[x] I skipped school altogether.

[ ] I've done drugs or drank alcohol on school premises.

[x] I've been sent to the principal's office. (Primary school)

[x] My teachers have had to phone home several times regarding my bad behavior or grades.

[ ] I get bad grades.

[ ] I don't try in school.

[x] I've sworn at the teacher or principal. (Mr Lim, vice versa)

[x] I stuck up my middle finger at the teacher or principal. (Mr Lim, he pointed at me too!)

[x] I've ran off the school grounds during school and didn't come back.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

SOCIAL LIFE

[x] I've been called a slut.

[x] I've been called a bitch.

[x] I've been called an asshole.

[x] I've been called a liar. (Apparently I lied about where I went that day)

[x] I've been called a faker.

[x] I've been called a poser. (Eleanor Oei)

[x] I've been called any other kind of insult.

[x] I have called anyone any of these things.

[x] I have made fun of a retarded person.

[x] I have been kicked out of a public place.

[x] I've caused a scene in a public place.lots of times.

[ ] I threw a fit in a public place.

[ ] I'm hardly ever invited to parties and such because the person is afraid I'll do something mean.

[ ] I've been asked to leave a party.

[x] I've emotionally hurt somebody.

[x] I've made fun of someone because of they way they look.

[x] People have said they hated me. (Hate-(D)

[ ] I don't have many friends.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

LOVE LIFE

[x] I have had a boyfriend.

[x] I have kissed a boy.

[ ] No guys ever talk to me.

[x] Guys have made fun of me.

[ ] Some guys talk bad about me behind my back.

[ ] In a relationship I have physically abused my boyfriend.

[ ] In a relationship I have sexually abused my boyfriend.

[ ] I don't have much of a love life at all.

[x] It's been at least half a year since I've been in a relationship.

[ ] I've asked someone out and they rejected me.

[ ] I've been cheated on by my boyfriend.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

NOW FOR THE SCORING

0 : This seems almost impossible. You are totally pure and innocent and I'm surprised you're even reading this, you're so sweet. Obviously you would never think of doing anything rebellious as this which is why many people think you are.

1 - 10 :: Wow, you must be an angel. Friends, boys, teachers, and family all love you. But all that love might be a bad thing.. it seems like you are too perfect to be true. Try doing something spontaneous and out there for once. It doesn't have to get you in trouble, but you need to have some fun once and a while.

11 - 20 :: I think this is the level most people should be at, or in their low twenties. Good job. You have a good attitude, and people generally seem to like you a lot.

21 - 30 :: We're starting to enter the danger zone, but not quite. This is a pretty good level, but you should consider working on your attitude a little more so you won't have to worhese crappy things happening to you again.

31 - 40 :: Some of the things you do make you seem like a pretty mean person or a not very well liked person. In order to change all that, you need to change your ways first and learn some proper manners.

41 - 50 :: Well hello there, teen rebel. You appear to think you can do whatever you want whenever you want but in today's society that's not the case. I think you should try to act more appropriate before someone really gets pissed.

50+ :: This is not good. I'm sorry to tell you, but you have a really bad attitude and you sound like an asshole. But this is probably not the first time you've heard this from anybody. Therefore, you should listen for ONCE and do something good that will make you a nicer person.

Oh my, what am I gonna do with myself.

Farewell 07

2007-11-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

Came home at 12.25 yesterday. Super tiredddd, my legs were aching, my hair was in a mess, my eyes were freaking dry. Went online for awhile to talk to Yongquan and Cherine (inserts smiley) So I shall talk about this year's farewell below!

8AM Oh shit, we were supposed to go to Mingli's house but unfortunately I was still sleeping.

9AM Receives sms from Yongquan that he's not going, slams phone at pillow and continues to sleep.

11AM Finally wakes up, receives call from Yongquan on outing details later with Yanhao.

Nothing much, we were supposed to meet at 12. But I was still in my house at 11.45 (oops) and Yanhao almost reached Cityhall already. Anything is better than Yongquan who WAS at Tanah Merah at 12. Fantaaass-tic.

Walked to Peninsular Plaza (note) instead of Peninsular Shopping Centre. We were like "Why so smelly one walauuuu" then we couldn't find the skinnies shop. End up it was opposite our plaza, at Peninsular Shopping Centre. The weirdest thing is that, there's this sex shop. And it has identical branches at both Peninsular complexes. (laughhhs) So Yongquan is fat, and took size 34. We saw super shiny drumsticks there! Took the train back to Tampines.

The guy who I see every morning when I go to school was sitting beside me. Yongquan and Yanhao were trying to attract his attention HAHAHA. We did damn alot of stupid actions, the whole entire row of people opposite us were laughing at us god. We took bus to Yanhao's house, that's when the camwhoring started. Every 10m we walked, we took a photo. Posting the photos tomorrow after I get them from Yongquan.

Played piano for awhile at Yanhao's house. Only remembered bits of songs which I learnt, possibly 6 years ago. Helped to cook noodles for them, super hungry like #@^!. Messed up Yanhao's hair and we went to Tanah Merah. Went with Yanhao to collect the flowers and slice off the thorns (?). Met the others at Tanah Merah MRT station and went to SIA sports club.

SIA SPORTS CLUB

Dinner was goooooood. We took damn alot of obscene photos (you'll know tomorrow). Anyway, the sec three dance was prettty good. Reminds me of the expression dance in the Suite Life. The Yingzhi and Kiayong video was super funny like ha-ha.

The prize-giving ceremony was damn funny. Silkygirl, Mei Tui, Farewell King and Queen, Best dressed, Most bao lu, Silkyman, Longest and shortest speech, Mr Darlie. (inserts smiley face) Section talk was mainly talking about scandals and bitches. I'll miss Meiling alot when she's gone! I hope she will remember me. So the rest of the night was mainly taking photos, and grooving on the dance floor. Joyann and I were like dancing till we went crazy. (laughs) Anyway these are last year's photos. Spot tomorrow's to see how much we've changed!

I wanna laugh.

Tuesday

2007-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

Went out with Mingli today. Too many details to mention. I'm hungry, I'm cooking Maggie Noodles. They're bubbling like crazy. Haven't eaten anything since three. Starving. Unhappy. This sucks. I shall blog tomorrow.

It's a sunny day

2007-11-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

[Listening to:] Save Your Breath

Make this a quick and short post. Sorry Mingli for wetting you this afternoon (sounds so wrong). Life seems to get more and more boring each day. Hit The Lights is a nice band overall I guess. Shit this is so boring, I'm gonna fall asleep soon. Vivien and Suwern aren't in Singapore, sigh. I miss them alot recently. I feel like, empty! I'm straight mind you. Nothing much, I hope someone comes online soon. Later earthlings.

I nearly broke a Guinness World Record

2007-11-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

For running in heels. Approximately nearly like 900m. Because it was gonna rain, Edna was pushing me to run faster. I'm an expert when it comes to running in heels, bow to me minions. Nothing much going on, came back from Marina Square. Em and Ed went to Chapter 2 to cut their hair (gotta admit, they are good) and I went around shopping. Prayed to see anyone I know, but unfortunately I didn't. Just rotting around in Times, read Celebrity Hollywood Gossip magazines like WHO.

Super bored now, I hope someone calls me soon. Alrightey seeya.

Special notes

2007-11-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

I made it through the week without any major disturbances (inserts smiley face) Anyway, I was supposed to go out with Mingli the bright propriety today but she's hanging out with her mom. Sighhh I guess Emily, Edna and me are gonna hang out at Marina Square later. Maybe buying mom's present I guess. Oh yeaaaah, I think Weyjian is a super funny guy! Junwei and Kevin are super funny too I guess. Suwern and me like to discuss about our choice of guys when we have nothing to do.

Suwern has an extraordinary choice of her dream guy. But mainly, he has to let her cheat on him. HAHAHA. I haven't written any notes to anyone in 2J so I guess I'm gonna do it here.

Vivien(right): Hey Vivien T.Miner, it's been two years man. It's always a pleasure to tell jokes to you and see your @#*&@# expression :) Sighhh we are in completely different streams next year so I hope that we'll still continue to hang out more often? This splitting thing is so much worse than Sec one isn't it! Mug hard for next year and find hot guys yeah? I meant me when I said that.

Suwern(left): Whitebitch in the house. I hate Sujin, I repeat. She stole my Shannon Koh! I mean OUR Shannon Koh. Now I think of it, Anglican High is a fucking wild school. Piercings, hair dyes, tattoos, gangs. Not to mention s-e-x. Promise me that you won't have sex before I do? (inserts smiley face) I CHERISH YOU OK! And I told Eugene off for you, thank me. Sorry for the unglam picture, I just jamming pictures with groups of people HAHA.

Mingli(bottom row, third from left): Hey bright propriety/kaihong/bitch. Haven't gone out with you in like two days (laughs) and I miss you already! Now you're probably banging the bedstand while sleeping. Oh well. I hope next year our classes next to each other, then you can find me during recess. HAHA. Coolestest, remember that! I know you're gonna kill me for putting that picture up, but too funny not to (rolf). Our tiny joke!

Yongquan: I love you Yongquan :) You're like my closest guy friend in Anglican High. And my partner since Sec one. I hope you're feeling much better now! Start growing up luh asshole, stop fantasising about Grace or Siewcai or something. I think you're a special-one-of-a-kind guy okay, so you better get me something nice for Christmas :D

Tingwei(first from left): So horny in Beijing for what. Tsk. Study hard next year and work hard for PDS'08. Later Vivien disappointed luhhhh (I wanna laugh at that)

Lyndon(first from right): Thanks for letting me sleep on you everyday in Beijing. You're cool okay. Nice time sitting next to you in the plane! And I won't forget G I assure you. We'll be good friends. Ehh, I like bitching with you in class. About like almost everyone. Yeaaaah, stop shunning when you see me! I'm not gonna poke your nipple like the nipplecicist clan.

Jonathan(second from right): Same class two years already, like never change at all. Except this year not so kaobei lah. I like "Taipei to Beijing" song in your Mp3 which drove me and Mingli crazy on the bus! Don't look so sad sometimes luhhh, other people will sad one ok. Sighhh I'll miss you Jonathan!

Cassandra: Great monitress, responsible yo. Good. I think you're damn funny, especially your expressions! Agree to organise the FF chalet soon? I love you Cassandra! I'll miss your giggling next year. Sorry I couldn't find any photo of you sigh.

Jinni: Haha it's been two years yo. Work hard next year!

Zoey: Great times in the morning everyday! Good luck in Girls' Brigade! I hope next year we'll go to school everyday together in the morning again.

Vivian Ang: Why did you leave for I.P! Then flute section lack one player, then band lack one player, then the music lack one player. I was kidding. Anyway, come back for band even if you're in TJC ok! ):

Amanda Wong: I rather not mention here. Stop being pretty can or not. Make people have low-self-esteem leh. HAHAHA. I love you manzi! Even though we seldom talk, two years dude.

I think that's all. I hope I didn't leave out anyone else!

For the rest of 2J, I will miss you guys ok!

Rat-a-ta-ta

2007-11-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

Mingli and me are satisfied with our blogskins (inserts smiley). Mom and dad left at 10am this morning on a cruise, won't be back till later. My mom wants the Rowenta Hairdryer, haha. For her birthday which is next Sunday! I think I'm gonna get her the "Best Mom" chain we saw at Watson's.

Super tired, I love Facebook alot. Suwern paged me this morning that she's leaving for Malaysia. Yijing texted me to talk about the classes thang. Dang, Vivien won't be back till Wednesday. I'm left with Mingli now (inserts sad smiley).

HAHA NOT THAT IT'S A BAD THING MINGLI.

Facebook is like a big addiction, you can't stop checking back for updates. Your face brightens up at the sight of a new friend request. I can't wait for Wednesday to come, oh damn. I gotta go get Meiling's farewell present soon. Or belated because I'm absolutely broke. Mingli demanded I put five lines dedicated to her. Here it is:

Manly

Infertile

Nose-hair

Girl

MINGLI: Chinese name meaning "bright propriety." (I couldn't stop laughing)

It's a good day, I'm off to sleep. Oh boy, I've lost 0.5kg yesterday for not eating. (this is weird) Slept 13 hours this morning, off for my last two!

Happy Birthday Junwei! (early)

2007-11-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jun-Wei! 14th you ass, better take care of your girlfriend man.

Band in the morning till 1pm. Super tired, Suwern kept me up for like 30 minutes last night (or this morning). Not that I'm blaming you Suwern (inserts smiley). So yeaaaah, realised I was super late for the birthday gathering at Vivocity. Rushed down there in like 30 minutes, my legs were super sore. Super hungry, but didn't felt like eating. Met Shi Ting, Junwei, Kevin, Daryl, Chandini and Rachel. They were at Carl's Jr, rich people. Go after lunch we went upstairs, the "Sky Park" area.

They were playing around in the water, I didn't wanna go down because I was damn tired and stinky. Sitting around in the hot sun, when some Methodist Primary/Secondary students came over.

Methodist Girl "Hey we're from MGS and we need to take a photo with a white uniform girl so can we?"

Ellie "Ohhhh okay"

So they were like taking photos, and they asked me something really weird.

Methodist Girl "Do you mind if we take your back view?"

Ellie "Uhhhh not at all I guess"

And they went off and we went to E-zone. I couldn't go in because I was in uniform so I went around Pets' Safari. Brings back damn alot of memories with different people. Sighhhh :) So yeah, we headed for the theatre. Stardust is a real interesting movie, recommended for those who needs to pass their time quick! The ending was abit cliche though, there were many funny bits. Thanks Kevin for treating me to the movie :O Sorry guys I had to leave early. I hope you guys have fun eating the cake! Damn I wasn't there.

There you have it, my day. I nearly fainted on the way home, haven't eaten a single bit throughout the entire day. Might have lost like 500g. Mingli and me wanna laugh at Kaihong for having a Facebook account! (HAHA). For reaching home at an unearthly hour, I'm grounded tomorrow. Great riddance.

Super tired

2007-11-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Super tired. Just finished editing my ticket design, decided that it's too late to hunt for printing shops so I'm giving up now. Waiting for love to come online to review my design. It's 9:03pm and everyone is busy. I am not gonna do another ticket design seriously, damn tired. Went Parkway Parade with Mingli just now to shop for farewell clothes. Didn't buy anything (laughs)

Shucks. Mingli is too busy with her design to talk to me (inserts sad smiley). Suwern is busy don't know doing what. Vivien isn't online! Love isn't online either.

I miss Cherine Teh Hui Hoon.

Prank callers

2007-11-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

Some people have been making prank calls to my house for the past three days. They just call and when we pick up, they hang up. My mom told me this morning.

Mom "Walau don't know which bastards and fuckers keep calling our house for nothing"
Ellie "Huh. Really ah. Why don't you scold the person back?"
Mom "Those fuckers, when I say hello they already hang up. Damn irritating leh"
Ellie "Really ah. when was the last time they called?"
Mom "9.15am this morning loh. Yesterday they call like every hour lah"
Ellie "Serious? Okay. You let me pick up the next time they call"

(At that moment, the phone rings. It says "Private/Payphone")

I pick up the phone and kept quiet. The other person did too, this was a perfect time to...

"WALAU FUCK OFF LAH CHEEBYE"

(slams phone) My mom thinks I'm cool.

Poof

2007-11-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

I wanted to type out something real evil, but I decided that all these, is better reserved for myself (and other people).

Haven't been talking to Tim nowadays. I wonder how he's doing. Haven't spoken to him since Saturday. Shit. Major bummer. I guess I'll go text him later. (inserts smiley) I feel like, he's still the only guy who I've loved before. This isn't a slut impersonation, just a personal perspective. Look, it gets on my nerves when people just go "but you like every guy what".

The point is, I don't. I may seem like my normal self smiling on the outside, you don't know how !@#~ I feel inside. The thing is that, even if someone insults me or something. I always take it in my stride, and don't make an effort to quarrel or something. Or else I'll be redeemed as someone super petty, which isn't a good thing. If someone jokingly insults me, it's fine. But if like consecutively for ten minutes or something, it gets super annoying. I'm not a girl who likes to vent it out on someone else.

For those who think I like alot of guys? The point is, I don't. So stop mentioning it. My dad raised me to be someone who is equally rough and interact with both sexes. And I grew up with guys around me. Once I said I don't like someone, it ends there. Get the picture? So you can just take that fact and shove it right up your ass. I just think that venting your anger on someone else won't solve the problem, that's why I rarely do so in public.

I am writing this sort of post once and for all. The moral is: Don't cross over the boundary. One more thing, I feel that I shouldn't be writing this but. Stop mentioning Micah to me. When I say I don't wanna hear, I mean it. So stop with your bullshit, and just carry on with life. Thanks alot I MEAN IT. I decided to mention him, just to make it clear.

Oh yeah, you may counter that with other things but. Sometimes when I talk about a guy, it's just purely "t-a-l-k-i-n-g". No strings attached I promise. If I like a guy, I would just make it clear. And there you go. The obnoxious side of Elizabeth Tan which you'll never see again.

Signed,

xxxxxxxxx xxx xxx xxxx

Something cool I did. Out of boredom

2007-11-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

We're over crazy over the trend now at 11.51pm.

Just do it

2007-11-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

Went out with Kaihong and Mingli. Usual things we did. Tired to post, watch this instead and laugh.

Later (with the Saw obsession)

Another day

2007-11-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

I wonder since when Mingli and I became so close to Kaihong, anyway.

They came my house (again.) to watch some movies. Nothing much, Four Weddings and A Funeral is nice. I still like the Butterfly Effect. It's embarrassing, when your parents joke around your friends. And apparently, they were super lame during dinner. (slaps head) Kaihong likes to comment on my mom's cooking. Mingli likes to giggle alot. Sighhhh. Anyway, we spent quite some time watching youtube! (inserts smiley). Dad fetched them home and after they left, he went.

"Eh. You never sit in front, then you left me alone in front"

He sounds like a 9-year old boy! I just realised the difference between my mom and dad.

My mom speaks super good chinese.
My dad don't even know what's water in chinese.
My dad speaks like a rattlegun, profound english yaaaa-man.
My mom can't understand profound english.

It's weird. When my Chinese suck so much, and my english isn't exactly good either. One last interesting bit.

Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
I WANT REPORT SOMETHING TO YOU, TAN MINGLI
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
:-O
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
OKAY
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
YOUR BLOODY TEE-SHIRT WHAT MATERIAL ONE
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
HAHA
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
I DUNNO
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
the moment I took off my t-shirt.
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
my armpits turned black
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
what
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
as in. literally.
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
THEY WERE BLACK
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
YOU KNOW I GOT A SHOCK
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
I THOUGHT I TIO WHAT DISEASE.
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
eh. funny meh
Ellie, Phantasmogoria says:
I nearly scream lah.
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
mingli™ call me Mrs Prata Chou says:
i want to dieee

The horror

2007-11-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

JianLe's Movie Marathon
May 18 2006

Sometimes, buried treasure doesn't turn out pleasant as we expect.
Took me alot of courage to post them (laughs)

There you go

2007-11-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

[Listening to] Summer fades to fall

Supposed to go out with Kaihong Mingli and the rest but the girls are all grounded. I love Deviantart! I'd love for a big Mac and a large Coke now (inserts smiley). I have no idea why I'm rotting in my room. I should be in the living room watching Four Weddings And A Funeral. My eyes are stuck to the screen like velcro, geez.

Kaihong say that I should probably stop swearing. Because I give off some kind of weird vibe. It's a habit yo. Hard to change, but I haven't swore today yet. Great start! I am talking to Mingli about bitching and gossiping. I arrived at a conclusion.

The only time when people dislikes gossiping is when other people is doing it behind their back.

Agree to that (dang). I am bored outta my head, should have went out. There's band tomorrow! Hurraaay, for some reason. Anyway I'm out.

Smell of your deathbed

2007-11-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Tongue tied
Stepped into mud. Went to Kaihong's and Vincent's house. Went to Tampines Mall. Went to Compass Point. Took like 23729837183 buses today. Should I say more?

I feel so alive now, listening to my stereo. I love my room alot (inserts smiley). I love my stereo system, it's the most prized possession in my life! My sister had the brain to borrow dvds from Video Ezy. Great! I've some bloody good entertainment for some days. I've gotta mention the No.1 favourite movie of mine all time.

The effects are good. The storyplot is awesome. I'm serious, you can't give this movie a miss. I'm sorry to Suwern for pangsehing you just now. Well, I'm so tired, I think I'm gonna sleep till 3pm tomorrow.

Go ahead and laugh, thanks to Kaihong.

The horrible things about moms

2007-11-09T19:06:00.000+08:00

I just had a dose of drowsiness + a bit of a head concussion. Came back from Macdonald's with Mingli (inserts smiley). Guess what, I decided not to appeal anymore! I'm sure that time in class will be super fun with Yijing and the others! Headed to Kaihong's house, I swear, we were just bored to death.

His mom is super cool, in a way. His mom is the most naggy woman I've ever seen. That fact, I'm serious.

Mom "Hong ah! What are you doing"

Kaihong "Watching show lah."

Mom "Oh! What show ah?"

Kaihong "Show lah (gives -.- face)"

Mom "Orh, show about what ah!"

(continuessss)

Well, I'm glad my mom isn't that naggy. Sorry to Kaihong for typing all these out, but I figured out banging my head on the floor with your big hands wasn't a good thing to do.

Reasons for restricting this blog is mainly because people just takes things off your blog without asking, or acknowledging it. It gets real fucking irritating, when you find Deviantart pictures, and take a damn long time to do it. And viola, 5 minutes later someone posts it on her blog. I'm serious, just fucking get a life. You disgust me like a major orgy or some parasite.

You see the warning at the side? Fuck you, you don't even bother. Oh you know what I can do? Report your blog, or sue you for copyrighting. But no waaay, I'm not gonna waste my pesty hands getting into a fucking courtroom. So please, go ahead and get your own originality. (I'm quite sure you scored an F in originality)

I'm dyinnng

2007-11-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Bullet with a name

Kaihong brightened up my week hella' lot more by fixing my computer. Unfortunately he passed on his flu virus to Mingli and me. Now we both got the SZS (Sneezing Syndrome)

2:34pm Sending songs to Bryan Kuah.

2:38pm Listening to Goldfinger

I am real bored. Somehowwww, Mingli was supposed to go out with me today. But she has to go out with her mom. Shucks, I've discovered that I didn't repair my computer for a month. I need to update on all my songs now, be right back!

Quizzes

2007-11-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

Stole this from Mingli who stole it from Jiahui!

Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[ ] I like wearing accessories.
[x] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
You are 20% girly.

Boyish
[x] I wear baggy pants.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[x] I like to go bungee jumping.
[x] I like being sweaty.
[x] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes. (I love Spiderman)
[x] I barely wear perfume.
add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 90% boyish.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life. (You think?)
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[x] My favorite subject is science. (Sexual Reproduction!)
[x] I enjoy reading books. (Marian Keyes)
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time.
[x] I correct people with their grammar.
add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 40% nerdy.

Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[ ] I always sit at the corner.
[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[x] I like listening to metal rock music. (UNEARTTTHHH)
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much. (Kill me to silence me:)
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 30% emo.

Childish
[x] I am open to my parents. (dud, they're the exact me)
[ ] I still watch Kids Central or Cartoon Network. (targetted at Mingli :D)
[ ] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[ ] I don't like watching horror movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[x] I like being with my family relatives.
[x] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my underwear.
add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 40% childish.

My computer's fixed

2007-11-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm saying this but,

THANK YOU KAIHONG ALOT. you're a nice guy :)

For fixing my computer of course. Mingli and Kaihong came over to my house today to slack. Watched Saw II, did alot of shit stuff. We're watching Bedazzled now (inserts big smiley) Mom's gonna fetch them home later after dinner. Oh well, I think I'm going out tomorrow! Great day it is, my songs are back.

Yeah, you got it. My mom respects this in her kitchen.

Bye long locks

2007-11-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

My hair is short and neat now. I like it alot! (inserts smiley)

Great, I'm repairing my computer tomorrow. I'm blogging using my sister's laptop. Huurraaay. Everything's going good today. Suwern's buying dexter's present and I forgot to reply her message. I guess I'll text her later. I hope you're feeling better Mag :D Woah, we're finding out about our streams and classes on Friday! I wanna go Escape with girlfriends soon.

Talking to Mingli now. I miss her alot! Vivien screamed at me on the phone just now

"OMG YOU CUT SHORT HAIR!!?! ELIZABETHHH! I WANT SEEEE"

My hair cheers me up now. Drawing disturbing images for Mag! Well, I hope everyone's having fun today! Laterr.

Hiatus time, hooboy

2007-11-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

My sisters are restricting me from the computer, thus I am not able to use the internet for a long time until I buy my laptop (hopefully soon). Damn, well I guess it's h-i-a-t-u-s time for Ellie. Oh fuck, I hate for this fun to end. I'm at Suwern's house, I'll try to blog tomorrow!

F*CK THIS SH*T

&dying at home snorting coke, the irony of it

Saw II

2007-11-04T16:02:00.001+08:00

[Mood]: Lazy
[Listening to]: Warmness on the soul

Just watch finished Saw II (gruesome, not recommended for the faint-hearted). Not bad I guess, quite bloody and gruesome. I hated the Needlesack trap, ouch? I'm gonna cut my hair short soon, sigh. Fresh new start for a whole new beginning (this is beginning to sound like a whole lot of bullshit). Yijing is probably out now, so is Suwern. I don't care, I'm gonna borrow Saw III from Video Ezy soon.

Something Sujin sent me, over-rated. I can't wait to cut my hair, oh f*ck it.

And we have gone through good and bad times
But your unconditional love was always on my mind
You've been there from the start for me
And your love has always been true as can be

Saw II

2007-11-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Happy mood, yet sad at the same time

2007-11-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

He tells me I can't. I don't. I'm thinking too much. Alright if he saaaaays so.

Shopped at Parkway! Saw Megan Cherine and the others, they didn't see me though. I rented like 5 dvds from Video Ezy and I'm planning to stay home for a real long time watching them. I am currently watching a lot like LOVE.

I'm not gonna get out of the house anytime. Peace to that.

If I fuck you hard, would you love me?

2007-11-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

Just feeling the blues. This part of me inside feels like crying, while the other feels like screaming it out.

When I have more personal problems, I would find Aden.

If I had love problems, I would find Vivien/Suwern.

If I had friendship problems, I would find Shi Ting or anyone.

I am feeling real down right now. I'm sorry Suwern if I gave you attitude this morning, just wasn't feeling good. Thanks Tim and Cherine for caring (inserts smiley) I don't know, regretting about alot of stuff. My past relationship, my reckless behaviour, letting many people down, losing friendships, hurting other people. This is the absolute pits. Forget it, I'm going to drink poison now.

You're so yesterday

2007-11-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

8:30am Wake-up call, throws pillow at the door, proceeds back to sleep.

8:45am Realises I'm already late. Woke up and took a cold bath, soaking my head under the tap, thought of many things, oh well. Too late for those thoughts now.

Went out with Yijing and Suwern today, real angry when we got to Escape theme park. It was closed on weekdays, damn. We took a super long time to get there just to find it closed. Went back to Tampines to take some neoprints, real fun! (inserts smiley) Fuck Escape. Wanted to drag Suwern over to my house but she has no more money in her Ez-link. Sigh, back home now. Brewing a cup of chinese tea for my mom, talking to Hanyang. Listening to a song which depicts my mood now.

{So Yesterday}
You can change your life
(If you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(If you wanna)
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
(Cause I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today
Not today cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off and let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

Ha, okayYou can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn

But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today
Not today cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off and let it go and

When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today, not today
Not today cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off and let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday

Haven't you heard, you're so (yesterday)
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off and let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

xoxo

Fear me, I'm a British man

2007-10-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

Yijing's grandma is like speaking to me in French or something. Forget it, I'm calling her later. Found this real old song, brings back memories.

{here}

Ellie needs to
Lose weight
Get on her money-making mission yo
Forget romance
Stay at home at least once every two weeks (did that today)
Start finishing up her holiday homework

I better start losing weight or else I can go model for a hong kong feet commercial.

Happy Halloween!

2007-10-31T19:02:00.000+08:00

Damn, I spent Halloween at home. First time in 6 years I've done that, man. I still remember the most memorable Halloween I've ever had. It was in Primary Six, it was a party held at Krystal's house. Everyone went dressed in weird costumes, it was like a fancy spook-a-thon. Rebecca and Sarah wee went as wizards, I went as a witch, the others went as fairies or devils. You can see my halloween photos in one of my previous entries.

The party was great, the food was even devilish. Great party ploopers, Aden and Alex came too. Florence was flirting with Aden the night away. We got dunked in the pool, one by one, cannonball! Geez, I miss her house. Aden went as a guy in a Scream (!) mask and Alex went as a satanic Pinocchio. We hanged out at her house till 12pm or something, playing Truth-or-Dare. I love Haig Girls' girls. I remember the time I had dinner at Krystal's house and Donovan was there. Cute I guess (inserts smiley) Man, the only people I keep in contact now is Sara, Shi Ting, Rebecca and Sella. Haven't talked to the rest for quite long I guess, I wanna head over to TKGS to find them next year.

Here's a big

for missing Halloween this year :(

xoxo

No more romance

2007-10-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm sick and tired of all these, no more from now on. Call me someone with anger management issues, whatever. I'm not gonna have infaturation or love or like someone or whatever you call it. Time to get serious. Study and mug hard for Sec Three from now on (Probably I'll break this promise)

I'm in a lousy mood, just go away.

I almost, died of laughter.

2007-10-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

I'm talking to Mr Soh* online, almost condemned as a lunatic for laughing at my screen.

I can't post the comment here, but there's one thing I can write:

Ellie says:
you like to kiss miss c**ong right.
Ben Soh says:
*vomit

*Name changed to protect identity.

It's 9:23pm

2007-10-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

9:23pm Head aching, playing too much computer. Bored, trying to find something to do. No idea what Kaihong is talking about, decides to leave him alone. Starving, I want to eat something.

Mood:-
Listening to: New Medicines

Shit, where am I?

2007-10-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

PLAY IT SAFE

Great day out with Sarah and Shi Ting. Went to Parkway, Tampines, Bedok to get stuff and find jobs. No nice videos to rent from Video Ezy, oh darn. Spent the entire afternoon phoning up numerous fast food branches, restaurants, cafes, companies. Finally, MOS required us to go for a walk-in interview. Not sure yet, need to find Suwern and ask her about it. I guess I'm off now, hard time deciding my combination.

Mood: Stuck

Listening to: Stolen

Last night c-ville antics

2007-10-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm half-sleeping. I'm half-awake. I'm so screwed up this morning. Morning call at 6, sent my sister to the airport. Had a nice time camwhoring (for her), breakfast at Mac. My dad hates Hotcakes, he hates butter. Damn bored, I wonder what I should do tomorrow. Joyann better pick up her phone later, or else I'll stab her with a Dettol-purified sword (Ha-ha)

Fuck, I miss all the music in my desktop computer. Haven't repaired it in a month, all my two-thousand songs are inside. My metal, screamo and emo songs. Now I'm relying on Youtube, pathetic. Late night c-ville antics, don't get better.

Mood: Bored

Listening to: Walking Disaster

Great day!

2007-10-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

Last day of school, scream out loud. Nothing much I guess, just spring cleaning. Thank you Deon for the gorgeous watch (inserts bigggg smiley), loves! Went to the staff room to look for Mr Lim when I spotted someone :D Last day of school and I'm not gonna see him anymore awwhh. He was outside the toliet and Suwern was inside the toliet. Gave him a small goodbye gesture (smiles). I guess I'll see him on Monday then!

Mr Tay took Suwern and me to lunch at Changi Village. Damn funny, we were gossiping about alot of things. Shhhhhhhh. His car is seriously, damn small. I was cranked up in the backseat and the window amazingly stretches over my head. Ouch, UV sun rays. Anyway he dropped us off at Temasek Secondary and we went to Suwern's house. Jammed out on o2Jam for awhile and I dozed off on her couch. Nearly got raped again, twice in a week by her. On the way home, some bikers said hello to us. I think probably because they saw Suwern shove her handphone into my shirt (what-the-fuck).

On the way home, I thought about tons of things. I decided that, some things are meant to be in the past and it's time to move on with life man.

Redemption as a loser?Achieved. Held back useless emotions?Achieved. Learnt to move on?Not quite there yet.

Mood: Happy Mappy

Listening to: Reinventing Your Exit

Judo

2007-10-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

Fun day with the girls today. Sports enrichment was fun, reminds me of a moshpit! MOOOSSSSSHHHHHPIIIIITTTTTT. Judo with the Sec two girls is fun. My muscle hurts now, ouch. The skincare workshop was boring, but it was fun with FF people sitting together (inserts smiley)

The fun starts right after school with the girls! Mostly just me, Yijing, Suwern, Vivien, Mingli, Jingyi, Rachel Yong and Yongquan. Eight people on a MOS burger mission yo. Had alot of fun talking at MOS. Yeah we had real cute cartoons when we were young! Teletubbies were just plain satanic, somehow. Tinky-winky promotes homosexual values (mark also the universal purple gay color) through carrying a handbag.

Says BBC news spokesperson: "He is purple - the gay-pride colour; and his antenna is shaped like a triangle - the gay-pride symbol."

Cheerful Tinky Winky, the purple character with the triangular aerial on his head, carries a handbag - but apart from that seems much the same as his friends Laa-Laa, Dipsy and Po.

Holy @&!@. I never realised. Well too bad, 'cause he's busted! I love Pokemon the most manzx. Mom's being mean because she doesn't allow me to go MOS for the Click Five session. Sighhhhhh.

Apparently some girl dissed me like hell some time ago, and apparently Elizabeth ain't gon' take no shit. I hope she gets her deserts now. I'm off, later.

Mood: No emotions

Listening to: Technology

Photos

2007-10-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

Since Hanyang wants me to blog, I shall. This is gonna be a post full of photos (inserts smiley)

Awesome! WE SHALL TAKE MORE THIS SATURDAY.

Elizabeth ain't gon' take no shit.

Mood: -

Doing: Browsing through old photo caches

A reason to end my life? Not yet

2007-10-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

Yawn, just woke up from a two-hour nap. Nearly couldn't wake up. I miss Vivien alot (inserts sad smiley). I'm just plain lazy to blog, I'm tired. I wanna go MOS on Thursday! (I think Mag is going too) Forget it, I'm going to sleep.

Ellie says: Shhooooooo.

Mood: Tired

Listening to: Me Love

C is for Cool

2007-10-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

It's Monday again. Bored, I am waiting for Weiting and Vivien T.Miner to send me the photos (inserts cheesy smiley here). I just came back from Tampines Mall with Vivien and Weiting, slacked around. Saw a real interesting book entitled: "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari". Damn cool, we discovered that all the Miss _____ and Mr _____ books cost like $5.40. For one, pathetic, thin book. Filled with less than a 100 words. That's equal to a slice of cheesecake approximately THIS big.

Okay, I'm going off, I'm bored. Toodles!

My legs are achhiiiiiing, I need to head to the massage parlor.

Mood: B----y

Watching: A cheena show

How much longer?

2007-10-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

It's 1.06pm. Going out soon with Mom and Em. Great, I can go get my black cardigan now! I am bored, Calvin is online. I found his article in the newspaper, gonna show it to Yongquan tomorrow.

Nothing to do now. Gonna swim soon, time to work out! I'm heading to Bugis at around 3 so I bet I'll see some people there (inserts smiley). I miss Vivien and Weiting, l-o-ve. I hate post-exams seriously. Okay I'm booked out till next next Monday. I wonder what I'm gonna do after that sigh. Alright, gotta go now! Seeeeyaaaa. Pictures gonna upload later!

/edit
It's 7.24pm. Boy, I'm back from Bugis finally. Watching The Simpsons on channel five (inserts smiley). Met Rachel at her working place today at Bugis Street! I guess I'll have to wait for the new stock to arrive heh. Oh yeah! I had this real pretty lady, eurasian I think.

Prettylady: Excuse me do you know where is Guan3 Yin3 Miao1?
Ellie: Oh it's thaaaaat way (points to direction of right)
Prettylady: Oh thank you darling love!

I was super amused. Hoo boy, alright. I'm bored. Talking to Shi Lin and toying around with Facebook. I hate Friendster.

Mood: Bored
Listening to: Definately Maybe

Far east shopping centre

2007-10-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm back again. I'm blogging regularly (to my surprise), real bored at home. Just came back from a shopping spree with Weiting and Vivien T.Miner! Long post ahead, caution. May cause severe eye infections, hilarity ensued.

10.30am
Still on the bus to Tampines. Supposed to be meeting them at 10.30, damn. Cursing under my breath at the countless traffic lights. It's 10.45 and I'm still on the bus. Vivien calls me to ask where I am. 10.50, I've reached the MRT platform. Vivien enquires about my flowery pants, while laughing away. We get on the train, and met Rachel at Tanah Merah (inserts smiley). As we approaches Bugis, I burst out laughing my crap ass off. I swore, it's the funniest thing I've seen all week.

The rest: Why are you laughing?
Ellie: Look over there (points to monk wearing a pair of sports shoes)

Dude, it's not just sport shoes. It's literally NEW BALANCE sport shoes. The rest started laughing as well. No offence to anyone reading this post, but I was serious. He was wearing a long toga with New Balance shoes. Moving on, we headed to Marina Square. New Urban Male has shirts which said "Miss B.J" and "Miss Anorexic". Real cool, I want the Little Miss Sunshine panties!
11.30am
We're browsing through large retail shops like Zara and Topshop. Topshop's having it's Mid-Season sale (a big shoutout to all label whores out there) and dresses at going at even $26. Rachel rushes off to Chinhee's church to meet Debra, while we wandered around. No GuitarFreaks in Marina Square so we decided to head to Bugis's arcade instead.

12.00am
We're at Bugis, MOS burger eating. The irony of this when I was wearing an Animal Abuse shirt which read "Spread vegetarianism. You could come back as a cow". Vivien snaps a couple of candid shots while Weiting talks about people. After lunch we headed to the arcade. GuitarFreaks up first, I died in less than a minute. Great, we were having fun laughing at Vivien's DrumMania. She's damn funn-ny. Percussion was okay, the 7-buttons machine is cool. We played arcade basketball, Weiting and I fell short. (laughs) Played GuitarFreaks again.

I died, in 5 seconds.

Weiting and Vivien laughed their ass off. I played DrumMania. Halfway through the game, while I was hitting the snare, my drumstick flew off. HAHAHA, damn funny. Nothing much after this I guess.

2.00pm
We're at Orchard, trying to figure out where is Far East. We stumbled into Far East, and was surprised to see golf stores all around. "Where are all the ladies shops huh?" We walked into the parking lot, and went through another exit which led us to the main entrance again. This is...weird. We went inside to ask the security guard.

Vivien: Um, where are all the ladies stores huh?
Security guard: Oh you mean Far East plaza?
Vivien: Aren't we at Far East plaza?
Security guard: No, this is Far East shopping centre.

LOL. Reaaaal funny. Far East is a shopping galore! Loads of shops around, I love Mondo. Went to take neoprints, it's like super funny. Took an hour decorating and adding 'make-up'. In courtesy of Weiting scanning them :D

4.00pm
On our way home, still laughing over stuff. This guy stared at my shirt and laughed. (puzzled look). Slept on the bus home, here I am online. I've no life, end of conversation.

Mood: Super amused by today's events
Listening to: Do It

the Aden chronicles

2007-10-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

Aden is easily one of the funniest people you'd ever meet.

aden: dont fall in love with guys so easily
ellie: Nah I don't!
aden: theyre nasty when they are naked when u dont know them well
ellie: I know him well though!
ellie: nasty like hardcore?
aden: they might have handcuffs! whips! and lubrication cream!

aden: ur a kid
aden: even i am one
aden: perservere!!
aden: say EWW to sex
aden: say OMIGOSH to nudity
aden: say EEK to hairy balls

aden: Yeah. they get really upset when their gf is humped. They will have this picture in their head of u being touched by other guys, and that sucks i tell u. Mendy said shes a virgin, if she isnt ill STAB her with my samurai blade coated with DETTOL.

ellie: what do guys enjoy the most in touching?
aden: idk, as long as they get to lick anything on the girl its fine
ellie: why!
aden: they behave like dogs. they wanna cleanse the girl, wash away the sins with their stinky saliva. I don't know man, god made us like that. To behave like dogs, woof woof!

I almost died laughing.

I am bored

2007-10-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

I am currently bored. Shi Ting just went home, I'm stuck at home with nothing to do again. Chinhee went for his night cycling, Suwern is stoning, Cherine isn't replying. I'm talking to Magdalene (inserts smiley). Well, there's nothing to do now so I guess I'll do a longer post.

What is love?

In my opinion, love is when you love someone, just the way he is. Not how he smells, or how he taste (sounds wrong), or how he looks. But the way he is. Love is often associated with lust, another element of a relationship.

True love, is often only seen at the age of 20 and above. Our age, that is, puppy love. Or what you call infaturation. I have no idea I guess, maybe we're wrong too.

I'm bored, I wanna swim. I hope Suwern's free tomorrow.

Mood: Bored

Watching: Youtube videos

My first time doing it

2007-10-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

Gotcha with the kinky title! It was a cunning way to get you to read my post :D Anyway, I'll talk about that later. Boring day today, I hate post exams. Aloooooot. I can't wait for holidays to start! Went out with Suwern Mingli and Sujin after school. Nothing much, just went for a movie and ate lunch I guess.

Here's the interesting part:

We sneaked into a NC16 movie! (Resident Evil 3: The Extinction)

We were soooo excited. Kinda. I mean I've watched alot of NC16 movies before, way more than PG movies. And M18 movies too, but this! Our first time sneaking in man (@#&*!) The movie was okay I guess, I've already watched it. Way better in the theatre though. Sujin and me were sitting at the back and they were sitting in front. Sujin was grabbing onto my shirt the whole time, hilarity ensued. After the movie we went home, slept on the bus home.

The movie was great. The graphics were real good, and the story plot was intriguing. This sequel is the best out of the three so far! I give this flim the thumbs up, although it might lack some form of horror in some ways.

Mood: Love

Talking to: Heehee, Nesnahog, Tehhoon and Mingz

Fever

2007-10-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm having a fever, somehow. I feel sick, there's Captain's ball tomorrow and I hope I can make it! I'm talking to Chinhee. He thinks I'm jealous (shocked expression). Well, I'm NOOOOOOOOOOOT.

I'm tired, and sleepy, and exhausted (you get the damn point). I'm off to bed, seeya.

Mood: Sick

Doing: Eating dinner

Grades

2007-10-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

Sitting in front of the teevee using Msn is the best thing to do. Especially with Paramore's Hallelujah. Well nothing much going on today, bought Munchy donuts for my sisters. Oh boy, they're tempting. My grades are fine I guess, mmhmm. I want to rollerblade.

I'm bored. Back from Suwern's house with Yijing, maybe I shouldn't have left so early.

I'm alone at home, I don't have any straws to fold into hearts.

Mood: Miserable

Watching: Pop Inc.

FREE HUGS

2007-10-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

I am inspired to make a difference.

Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.

In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.

As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.

In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person.

(I don't understand people who think all these stuff are just plain crap.)

Make a difference, that's what we can do :D

Folding those goddamn hearts

2007-10-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

I've folded 84 hearts today. I think my fingers are seriously gonna break. Please tell me it's gonna be worthed it and not a complete waste? 916 to go.

Had a great time with Adriel, Mingchiang, Qinhui and Suwern. Had fun at Bugis arcade (inserts smiley). I suck at Guitar freaks. It's time to buckle up! I'm tired to even type anymore. My fingers are suffering from blisters from folding the hearts. Shit.

Mr Tay laughed at my idea of folding strawhearts.

Mood:-

Listening to: Misery Business

Her body's picture perfect

2007-10-14T13:10:00.000+08:00

It's 1.15pm. I'm listening to Paramore, talking to Nesnahog. Hayley Williams has the best female vocals I have ever seen in a band. God, she's hot. That's another plus on top of that. We love Hayley Wi.ll.iams (inserts smiley)

Name a friend for every letter of the Alphabet!
A-Amanda, Ansen, Aaron
B-Brenda, Bryan
C-Calvin, Cherine, Carrie, Cassandra!
D-Delphine, Deon
E-Esther, Elizabeth, Eugene
F-Faris, Felicia
G-Gabriel, Glen
H-Hayley
I-Irene
J-Julian, Jinni
K-Kaihong, Kevin
L-Louise, Lisa
M-Mingli, Micah, Mag!
N-Nicole
O-Odelia
P-Pamela, Pauline
Q-Qinhui
R-Rachel, Rechelle, Raphael
S-Shi Ting, Suwern
T-Timothy, Teri, Tammy, Tara
U-
V-Vivien, Valerie, Vanessa
W-Weyjian, Weiting, Weixiang
X-Xinting
Y-Yongquan, Yizhen
Z-Zhengyi

This is a great way to cure boredom. Look! 20 minutes has past. Talking to my dear Cherine. I gotta admit that I rather have exams than holidays. It's too boring at home seriously. I rather study and mug yo. Suwern asked me to hang out with her and Bryan today but it's time to rest. Hoo-boy, what am I gonna do today?

Mood: Bored outta my head
Listening to: Vulnerable

Good luck Chuck

2007-10-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

Good dinner (rubs belly). Just returned home, Aaron promised to loan me his Resident Evil 3: The Extinction disc so that's worthed a big yay. Back from Suwern's house doing project. Finished almost everything I guess, we had a good time there.

We love watching Good luck Chuck! Tim asked me to watch it, and it was pretty much alot of porn, porn and more porn. But we all enjoyed watching it I guess. Hooray. Jessica Alba is pretty much the sexiest woman on Earth. She causes massive erections everywhere she go!

I love Saturdays

Doing: Nothing, slacking around. Texting someone.

Happy Birthday Absolute Gay!

2007-10-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAY POK/YONGQUAN/ABSOLUTE GAY!

Shi Ting's house

2007-10-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

I'm at Shi Ting's house blogging. Kevin, Brenda, Shi Ting and Esther went to the playground. Our dinner comes at 7.30pm. Another 25 minutes (sad smiley). Haha, we just watched.

Princess Diaries
Chicken Little
Final Destination 3
A Series Of Unfortunate Events

Movie marathon is super funny. Guess what? I was buying their bubble tea, and when I was on the bus. I went "Oh shit. I didn't take straws". We ended up using spoons instead. I love Shi Ting :D Okay, I'll blog later! I hope Tim's having fun outside now.

Mood: Fun
Listening to: Beat Of My Heart

Thursday night

2007-10-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

Met up with Suwern today. She's late as usual, sighs what do you expect from someone like Suwern? Just something I would like to say.

Vivocity sucks.

It's boring, it's lifeless. It's just boring. I nearly died of boredom from there. Saw a real awesome phone, it's like a pair of lips! I want it man. My money-making mission has failed yo. We didn't ask for the Golden Village jobs I realised. Shit. After that we headed to Bryan Kuah's house. His mom is a very nice person though (inserts smiley). Bryan has a sexy body, I'm sure he'll read this. HAHAHAHA. His mom is a fantastic cook too! Suwern eats damn little at dinner, next time I'm gonna shove spinach down her throat. Thanks auntie for fetching us home though :D

I'm sipping on Oolong Tea. I almost laughed my head off typing that. I think I'm craaaa-zy. Okay, I'm talking to Dexter now. He's cute! Hope he do well for his PSLE next year! Go Dexter and Deedee! Uhhhhhh whatever to that statement.

Mood: (SMILEY)

Listening to: Hate That I Love You

Doing: Drinking Oolong tea, talking to Vivien Suwern Aden and Dexter, listening to 98.7FM, blogging, looking at photos. I'm a multitasker!

Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire

2007-10-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

I'm on a hacking mission. I wanna hack someone's msn account but somehow, I need help. I think I need Kaihong's help or the so-called Matthew's help.

I'm back from Suwern's house. Apparently Yongquan left early so we had a great time walking him to his bus-stop (note the sarcasm). Camille is fat, she should lose a couple of pounds. I hate it when all the songs we listen to become mainstream. Like Guardian Angel which I downloaded last year. What the hell. Well today's the day we get our freedom back. Oh yeaaaah, I'm going shopping with Suwern tomorrow :D

I'm bored, I'm tired. Why isn't he replying? Buzzzzz.

P-a-r-a-m-o-r-e

Mood: Yeah man!
Listening to: Face Down

Two papers to go

2007-10-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

It's 3.54pm. I'm talking to my darling on the phone (psssst). There's Math and English today, it's Chinese and Science tomorrow. Oh man, I wanna sleep. I don't feel like studying anymore. Good thing I've studied half of science yesterday!

Chinese sucks. Thanks Micah for lending me his account (inserts smiley). Lunch at Whitesands was super fun, and that Kaihong and Qinhui are super duper disturbing. I'm gonna go wank now, okay that I was kidding. Gonna go study and watch CSI now! Seeya kids.

My heart was broken by a former love, ah ah ah.

Mood: Happy
Watching: Martin Mystery

Two papers down

2007-10-08T16:22:00.000+08:00

I'm online, because it's time to slack. Just four more papers left. Tomorrow's a slack day, I'm scared about Wednesday though. Oh mannnn.

Good luck for exams everyone!
Psst. Ditch Friendster, use Facebook instead! :D

Mood: Relieved

Watching: CSI Miami

I got a B in originality

2007-10-07T11:26:00.000+08:00

It's a rainy Sunday morning. I know the exact song to describe the day.

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road
Get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
And back and forth we sway
Like branches in a storm
Change of weather
Still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling
And I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it will bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

You may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

Driving slow, yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah

There's a flower in your hair
I'm a flower in your hair

Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Whoa, yeah

It's the day before the big day. I better study soon. Waiting for Suwern to call me back (inserts smiley). Did I mention I had the weirdest dream last night? You're gonna laugh when you hear it. I'm seriiooo-uss. Well, I'm done with Literature and History. So I guess I'm just gonna run through my notes again later.

Vivien's got this video of Chinhee dancin' in her house, major blooper :D

Mood: Lust+Love=Soul

Listening to: Sunday Morning

It's Saturday, one day to go

2007-10-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

Ansen's gonna kill me for this. I want his hair.

I'm listening to Power 98. They're playing Matchbox Twenty. Some real old song they have there. I just read like 1/3 of Mockingbird before I study my Science. Second day of the examinations is probably the slackiest I guess! Great, after the first day, we can all get to slack our lives away.

I can't wait to start working. And cut a short hairstyle. Actually I'm quite hesistant about the short hair thing, but what better idea is it then to experiment when you're a teen? I'm a sucker for sappy love songs. I'm tired, I think I better get off the computer now. I wanna earn mon$y now yo.

Money-making mission yo baby.

Mood: -

Listening to: Easy

A close shave to death

2007-10-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

I nearly died today.

I know what you're thinking. But I meant that literally. Started off with chest pains in the morning (been having chest pains for quite awhile now). Couldn't breathe properly in the morning. Till I couldn't take it, I was trying my best to suck in the air around me. Suwern brought me to the sickbay to rest. The auntie at the counter knows me so well that, she even knows my name now.

37.8. When I get sick, I have this nasty habit of crying it all out. For no reason too. It just starts pouring out. I think I scared Suwern (inserts smiley). Had a good rest, my chest is damn stuffy. By the time I came out, Vivien Mingli Rachel and Teri were waiting outside. I came out crying like shit, must have looked horrible. Mr Lim is nice though, he muttered a prayer for me! :D

Mr Gey gave me a packet of Guava Juice. Great (inserts smiley). I love walking in the sun when I'm sick. It feeeeeels so fucking good. Thanks Yijing and Debra. Looking at Chinhee play basketball seriously make us feel damn happy (psst, he reminds me of a teddy bear).

School was okay I guess. Screw the ACC test, I just wrote random answers in the blanks. I love eating with the girls. Had a great afternoon, now I'm blogging before burning the midnight oil. Seeya kids, mug hard and good luck!

Mood: Dead

Listening to: Weekend Warriors

Vulnerable, impossible

2007-10-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside cold outside it's cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside cold inside it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Lets pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I cant go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Lets pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know were unprepared
But I don’t care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl you're not going any wear
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

A message to my love.

I hate blood

2007-10-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'm gonna faint. I just clamped my fingers between two windows and now, my finger is bleeding like crazy. Oh my god, my nail was about to fall out. Just came home from Suwern's house with Absolute Gay. Didn't do any studying I guess, but we kinda had fun :D

I'm bored, I'm not gonna use the computer anymore. Because it's time to work hard, for the exams next week.

Mood: Study mode
Listening to: Summertime

Va-rooooom

2007-09-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

I'm still sad that my desktop's not fixed (inserts sad smiley). All my songs are in there and I haven't listened to them in a week, what the hell.

Toying around with Facebook, I'm beginning to think that it's quite fun! But after awhile, it just gets boring.

Ellie. says:
i'm bored of facebook! ):
sujin says:
lol.
sujin says:
so fast.
sujin says:
i wonder how your boyfriends cope with you.
Ellie. says:
HAHA. you're worse luh!
sujin says:
haha noooo.
sujin says:
facebook is ike so interesting and you lost interest in approx. 2.5 minutes.

Maybe it's true. Oh wells, depends on how good a kisser that guy is. That, I was absolutely kidding. I'm in a craze mood now. Elizabeth, feast your eyes on Joe Jonas. Feaaaaaat your eeyyyyeees. He's guaranteed to drive your Monday Blues away :D

I miss Vivien, I hope she's feeling better! I hope Suwern satisfied her sexual desires. I hope Mingli gotten enough sleep. I hope Chinhee doesn't choke on his fishballs. I hope Yijing's fine! I hope Yongquan is studying hard. I hope everyone's doing fine on a Sunday morning.

Mood: Rejunvenated

Watching: TRL

It tears us apart

2007-09-29T14:45:00.001+08:00

The reason I haven't been posting the usual Deviantart pictures is that they're all in my desktop computer. Shit?

I'm terribly bored. Been practising some Taekwondo in the afternoon, my body's rusting away slowly. Ouch major cramps. Watched National Geographic about Muay Thai and other fighting styles (call me a geek), super interesting. I think I might be taking up Muay Thai in the holiday season.

Some Joe Jonas Trivia: Leader singer of Jonas Brothers

Joe flirts with girls by giving them hugs and little nudges. And to let a girl know he likes them right away, he compliments her and smiles a lot.
The Jonas Brothers' song "Mandy", is actually about a ex-girlfriend and best friend of Joe.
When Joe was younger, he was very attached to his Barney Bank. And once his mom decided to get rid of it so she gave it to her friend to throw away, but Joe caught her and was like "Why do you have my Barney?".

Joe: Best friends don't date each other's ex girlfriend's. That's just how it rolls. Its the guy code.
Joe: Its a lot of fun when I can't quite tell if someone likes me or not. It drives me crazy and its great because the challenge means you can have an even longer relationship.
Joe: I'm not shy about letting someone know I'm into her.
Joe: Someone once said that I like girls who wear cookie dough-flavored lip gloss. I've never kissed a girl who's worn this flavor. If I ever do, I'll let you know if I like it or not.
Joe: You can talk to girls a lot easier than you can talk to guys about stuff.
Joe: Looks aren't as important as attitude. I like girls who like to have fun...especially if they're talented. Every girl has something special about her.
Joe: I like a girls natural beauty. My ideal girl wouldn't have to have a lot of makeup. Just a smile and style. I like girls who have a cool sense of fashion and don't mind standing out a bit.
Joe:(on what he looks for in a girl) Someone was like, you like different voices don't you. I was like yeah. I also like accents.
Joe: The first thing I notice on my crush are her eyes, I'm an eyes guy
Joe: The sweetest thing is singing to your crush over the phone.

He's super funny :D He broke up with AJ Michalka last year. Many girls must be real happy over that I guess (inserts evil smiley). Anyway, more videos another day! And I'm off to mug.

Mood: Evil
Watching: Ugly Betty

E stands for Ego

2007-09-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

The days when I looked less normal. Primary 6'05

Walked around topless in Suwern's house. Vivien and Suwern were having dress-up games, I was fixing the damn internet connection. At times like this, I wished that Kaihong was here (holy shit, I did not just say that). Suwern's maid got a shock when she saw me topless, I was wearing a bra by the way.

Kaka: Oh my god! (covers eye)

She's soooo cute :D Anyway, Camille's like snoring under her table. Bloody internet connection just wouldn't connect so I gave up and decided to go home. Sujin helped to sew my bag back one piece, thank you (if you're reading this). Vivien went home by 12 and I went home by 14. I had an emergency situation. I had no money in my Ez-link and I was left with 55cents.

WHERE'S A TEN-CENT COIN WHEN I NEED IT?

I was panicking, because the last time I paid only 55 cents, the driver asked me to get off the bus. It was 7pm, dark and spooky. I wanted way out of there. Thank god, I met Leslie! He was laughing at me, I think I looked and smelled bad. Went home, suddenly I realised something real important.

I haven't really spent time with my mom or dad for a real long time. I don't know why, this might sound strange but it's bothering me. I can't really imagine, one day when they're freaking gone. I mean, what if. They just leave this world one day? And I would really cry my ass off, knowing that I've never cherished them properly. This sounds so kiddish but I'm serious.

Mood: Tired

Listening to: 98.7FM

Oh goodness golly!

2007-09-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

I'm still sick but I'm getting better :D

Pouring hard today, oh man. Hailed a cab with Vivien. Completely dry by the time we reached school, thank god. I love school when it starts late (inserts smiley). Nothing much going on, went to sickbay with Vivien during Math. Feeling dreadful. Had fun in the sickbay, I measured 38.0 degrees (@#&!). No camwhoring in there for now, we're goood kids. The aunties seems to know me very well, HAHA.

Mingli is a slow pok, she took ages to get down from the fifth floor. What the hell. Had detention after school, real boring. It was a torture rather, with people like Hanyang coming to suan me. Bloody hell, so bored that I took out my phone to sms. Blahh, what's with Chinhee anyway. Had lunch at Tampines Mall and went home. Met Amanda at the bus-stop, loaned her my umbrella and went home with mommy.

I told you I had a boring life, thanks for reading now. You can click on the red box with the "X" at the top-right hand corner now.

Did I bloody mention how annoying it is for some people to copy other people's style of writing?

Oh wait I didn't, well now you know. I'm off to talk to mah bitch, later.

Mood: Sick

Listening to: Nothing

I'm waiting for your call, I'm sick

2007-09-26T17:42:00.000+08:00

I'm sneezing my life away, I'm super sick. Used damn alot of tissues today, my nose is red. Shit, I wanna sleep but I promised to blog more often.

MY HANGOVER'S GONE

Thank god for that, now I'm plagued with the flu. Arghhh. Just came home from Tampines with Yijing. Earlier on went to Bugis with Vivien and Rachel to collect some shirts from her supplier. I find the sex shop in Bugis waaaaay mysterious. Maybe I'll sneak in someday (sniggers). I think that I'm gonna die from my bad cold soon.

Gonna work after exams to earn money to get something (mysterious tone). I've decided that, emo is stupid. Being emo doesn't fucking help, so what's the use anyway. I'm gonna lead my own life for hell's sake.

Mood: Sick

Listening to: Hold On

Hangover

2007-09-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

The fucking best fucking song ever. at the moment.

This is serious, from last night's romping (sounds so wrong). I got a serious hangover this morning. I was alright from eating my bagel during breakfast but wooaaah after I reached the MRT station, I went from Ahhh to Pwoaaah. Any idea how bad it was? You can ask Vivien and Mingli. I couldn't balance properly, my face was red. Went to sickbay shortly after. Had a good time sleeping on the bed.

Mingli took plenty of phooootooos :D

Nothing much for the rest of the day I guess. Got dirty with painting, went to Tampines with the usual clique. Told Mr Tay about my personal problems. He's a nice guy, he doesn't mind me using the F word (Fuck, not Fat). At this moment, my sister comes over to my laptop and shows me her handphone. Awww her wallpaper is a picture of her and me. At times like this, I love her. But most of the other times, I just detest her (oops).

I've decided to fold 1000 hearts after the exam. For someone dearly in mind. This is the first time I've ever done anything for anyone like this, so I hope he appreciates it. I hope that when I reach his doorstep on christmas morning, he won't be there to see me.

Good songs worthed listening to.
Mood: Hungover
Listening to: Juliana Theory

Wedding singer

2007-09-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Roar, my computer crashed and I haven't blogged for an awfully long time (I was exaggerating). Well, a wedding took place today. Headed to my auntie's house at 8am in the morning, like holy @#$%.

Nothing much, Riley is just super adorable. I love him like there's tomorrow. Dinner was alright, apparently I've consumed so many glasses of wine that I could hardly stand on my feet. Half the night, I was sippin' on a glass of red wine and singing tunes that randomly popped out of my head. My face turned the color of tomatoes and forkred, and I nearly stripped in the ballroom. This calls for an emergency.

My head was spinning, my bra strap was slipping off. Serious crap, this calls for a Bridgets Jones remedy. Everyone started coming over to ask me if I was okay, the usual answer of course. "Nahh I'm fine, don't worry about me". No, I was fucking joking. I just said.

FUCK OFF BITCH.

That spells major grounding for me. Fortunately, none of my parents recalled anything like that. Phew, talk about Lady's Luck. Dum-a-dum-dum. By the time I was down with my 11th glass, I went crazy. I'm off to commit suicide now, tax me at (65) 666.

Notice the Levi's billboard

Mood: Possibly drunk

Listening to: Curse Of Curves

Emo nemo

2007-09-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

Festival was a waste of time, I guess. Nothing much going on in school today, just us fooling around as usual. Arghhh, I'm pouring out all my @(*&#(*&$#*(&$ shit on Mag now. Fuck, Vanessa's a good friend (inserts smiley)

Sighs, I don't know why. This is so stuppppppid. Why do I even care when he found someone else? Haha, I'm a major loser. Shit, can you just vanish or die of herpes. Haha, I'm emotionally unstable nowadays, dammit. I cried today, because of some animal cruelty thing Vivien was telling me. That's it, I'm officially certified going crazy. I want some painkillers now, I wanna sleep soon.

My computer's not fixed, another reason to get upset over.

Can someone ask Timothy to die of AIDS.

Mood: (*#&@*

Listening to: Weekend Warriors

My computer crashed

2007-09-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

My Primary Six Halloween party at Krystal's house. I look too good to be true.

This is terrific, my computer crashed.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I'm dead serious, it just went "BOOM" and died. And there goes my photos and my 2000 songs which I took four years to download, oh yeah. This is so much worse than a breakup. Currently, I'm using my spare laptop. It's fine, but my songs, dammit. Anyway, the reason for the bloody crash are probably.

The leads disconnected.
Power failure.
The fuse. It's the most likely point of failure.
The surge protector on the computer's power strip.
The power switch not pressed in fully.
This could be the wires inside the insulation fusing and snapping.

And, I got the last situation probably. Because of the huge "boom" I heard, so I guess I'm gonna take it apart soon and check. (Hooboy)

There's not gonna be any photos for a long time till I get it repaired, darn. There's CCA tomorrow, and it's gonna be mass study. I seeeee, anyone wanna skip school tomorrow? With me and Yijing :D

Mood: Fuck, to the 2000 songs I lost

Listening to: Nothing because of the above reason

Bye emoness

2007-09-19T18:16:00.000+08:00

We've invented new puns;

I felt emo because I couldn't find nemo and ended up finding elmo!

Snow White and the Seven Samuels

God, we've nothing else to do. I hope Chinhee gets into PDS, and that Eekwee too (laughs hysterically). Well, just got home from Tampines with Kaihong, Adriel, Deon, Suwern and Vivien T.miner. We were talking about super stupid stuff, Suwern Vivien & Me were talking about Beijing, haha. There's common test tomorrow and I haven't started studying, dammit. I think I'm gonna stay up till 12am today to mug. I needa print notes soon, I need someone to give me the link to the chinese edu thang. This might be one of my last post before the exams, so yeaaaaaaah.

What do I like in a guy? Simple.

-Washing board abs!

-Scrawny, not much muscle!

-Witty

-Gorgeous legs, non-hairy

-Small ass, I think that is super attractive

-Real nice like Eugene Wee and Chinhee!

-Not a playboy like _ _ _ _ _

-Loves the same type of music as I do (inserts smiley)

-Nice set of teeth, braces is fine

-Absolutely coooool hair

-Loves my good friends

-Irresistible lips

-Smart! Geeky, glasses

-Caring with a big C

-Modest

-Good dress sense, like Jonathan!

-Not necessarily good-looking but nice complexion?

-Athletic

-Good kisser, HAHAHA

-Waaaay sexy voice

-Cares about world issues

That's more of the realistic kind I guess :D Of course, I don't expect any guy to possess all of those qualities (sniggers) but any of that is attractive enough. Lala, I'm bored so I'm gonna go offline to sleep and study, later.

Mood: Hysterical

Listening to: U+Ur Hand

One horrid lie.

2007-09-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Running through my gmail inbox when I found this:

Timothy Him xxxxxxx@hotmail.com 12/19/06
i love you (:

Timothy Yau,
you're making me pour hard on my birthday.

The big day

2007-09-18T19:37:00.000+08:00

I love birthdays, they make you feel oh-so-good about yourself :D

Was kinda emo in the morning though, because someone forgot my birthday. It was super hurting, because that person meant alot to me. Sighs. But oh wells,

VIVIEN, MINGLI, SUWERN, JINNI, DEBRA AND THE OTHERS MADE MY BIRTHDAY PRETTY MEMORABLE :D

They surprised me with two slices of oreo-cheesecake from Starbucks, major calories with a touch of cheesiness :D And I got plenty of presents from them!

A pair of Mango shades from Teri, Rachel, Vivien and Weiting :D
Card from them + Jinni + Mingli
Nike waterbottle from Mingli and Jiahui and some spastic message HAHA.
Bitch badge from Weyjian :)
Two pairs of pumps from my mom

The day went pretty fine I guess. Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! The phonecall in the morning by Shi Ting Junwei Kevin and the others is supeeeeer touching. I love you guys so much :D Pictures are with Mingli yeaah.

Chinhee surprised me with his birthday present, oh gosh. I gave him one slice of cheesecake in exchange (inserts smiley) The day is pretty good I guess. Assembly was cool, drama people are super funny, especially Joel. Went to Tampines with Vivien and Mingli after maths remedial. Super laughable, we spent a super long amount of time at Macdonald's talking rubbish.

I just remembered, I forgot to tell someone what kind of black cardigan I want. LOL. I hope it's not some I.P zone kind :/ Alright, gotta go mug. Seeyaaaaxz.

Mood: Heeee-ish

Listening to: The Irony Of Dying On Your Birthday